I bailed on Jesus. I stood Him up. I cancelled our date for Valentine's Day.
For those who remember, in my last post I had mentioned that I desperately needed a Date with Jesus. So pushing back my date even further was not a good decision. The last date I had was the end of November 2011. That is a very long time. You can imagine what a hotmess I became.
I guess you can say today was my breaking point. I needed some Jesus Time. And I also would be lying if I didn't tell you that part of my choice of having Jesus Time was because my mentor made it my homework assignment. And I am meeting with her today. But, that's besides the point. I needed Jesus and I was going to have a sesh with Him and I did. And it turned out exactly how I expected it to be. But, that's what happens when you don't spend time with Jesus on a regular basis.
I have no real point to this post. Besides me telling you I finally had my date with Jesus. And I am struggling to get back into the habit of having a healthy relationship with my God. If you are one who prays, please pray for me. And if praying isn't your thing, send happy thoughts my way :)
I will leave you with this.
As my date with Jesus ended this song started playing. And let me just say, God has the most amazing timing. This was definitely a great way to end my date. And it was exactly what I needed.
Phil Wickham
Safe
"This is the promise He made, He will be with You always,
When everything is falling apart, You will be safe in His arms"
♥L
